Well, I can now truly say the answer to that question is YES, YES, YES!!!!
Kevin and I were expecting our first baby, correction, babies. We were going to have twins. Unfortunately, due to circumstances that, I know admit, were out of our control, we lost them both. It was heartbreaking! We spent three days at the beach...I think it was three days. I can't really remember much besides the crying, doubting my ability to have kids, blaming myself,
more crying, and Mo's (mom made sure I ate, even when I didn't want to).
Since I hadn't actually had the physical signs of a miscarriage, we got the news from the "Doctor" (that's all I'll say about that woman). About two weeks later, I was prescribed a medication that would trigger the miscarriage, along with Vicodin, ibuprofen 800, and some other medication for nausea. That was a fun experience that lasted almost two full weeks (NOT).
During the actual miscarriage, I also had my sister's wedding to attend and be a bridesmaid in. I wore a yellow dress and prayed that I wouldn't
ruin the ceremony by having to bend over in agonizing pain, run out to deal with the side affects, etc. Well, all went well. It was cared out without a hitch. Mom and I made the cupcakes for the big day and they were loved by all (see picture).
This brings us up to the current date. I am back at the gym, trying to lose the weight I gained and helping Kevin look for a teaching job for next fall. We are still sad/disappointed, but we know that things happen for a reason and we will care on. :)
